It's a plane...no..it's a Superman...no...it's a blighted ovum....::sigh::

Hi sume..updated story..

Smlm pi scan, at 10+1 (10 weeks and a day)...appt petang kul3.30..cm bese, name dipanggil...den disuruh baring..mase baring tu, doc wat TAS(trans abdominal sono) aka scan perut..OMG....ntah nape hati ni ase x sedap, coz den tau klu dgn keadaan rahim den yg retroverted ni, mesti akan ade mslh nyer lah nk tgk clear....seperti yg ku jangka terjadi..lalalalala..doc ckp, hmm, i don't think it's a viable pregnancy..x nmpk ape2 lah...kene CUCI...means DNC lah...my nightmare started oledi...

Frust.......because:

- Doc x wat TVS pon..patut wat TVS, baru den yakin akan ke "NON-VIABLE"an my pregnancy..ape punyer ayat daaaaaaa....

- Doc x amik kisah bile den ckp den ni retroverted uterus...coz, den ade bace, if <12 weeks, uterus x straighten up lagi, dan mungkin susah nk nmpk clear fetal n heart beat..pastu even scan pon, saiz akan nampak lebih kecik 2 mggu dari saiz sebenar...patut wat TVS

Doc bgi tempoh 2 weeks, utk repeat ape yg patut..x straight wat dnc, wat conservative management dlu..doc dah pesan, klu pasni ade cramping, and bleeding ++, straight pergi ER

Balik jer dri appt, trus call hubby...hubby swuh dptkan 2nd opinion...maybe this wiken, den akan balik Kuantan dan pegi Kuantan Specialist Hospital...if the result still the same, then i'll proceed with dnc...ohhhhhhhh...what a rough wiken!!!!!ceitttttttt....

Maybe ade yg ckp, kenapa x straight wat dnc.. u must be in a stage of denial...bla bla blaaaaa...Hello, if i put u in my shoes, then u know what it feels like...i'm not denial, i'm just keeping my faith..lainlah, if i bleed ker, severe cramping ker, lain citer...ini bleeding xde..pastu trus swuh wat dnc, mau x feninggggg...klu betoilah sebenarnyer mmg ada, den dah bunuh 1 nyawa yg x berdosa...just imagine, how guilty i would be..nangis x berlagu..better confirmkan, then decide...

Sebbaik, x ramai yg tau keBFPan den..yg tau..hb, kawan2 forum, opismates, my family(mak, along, abg amin), kak ain, kak rad..hahahah..tu pon dah pesan senyap2 dah ler..lupe plok, korg yg bace blog ni pon tau jgk ler...and guess what, x bgtau pon family-in-law...huhuhu, ternyata den ni hantu, bukan menantu..bukan ape xnk heboh, sbb anything can hepen..tgk cm skang arrr...hhehehehehe...