18 Nov 2011

Hmm..penantian satu penyeksaan...

Firstly nk ckp, den sayang kawan2 ttc den....u know who u are...den sayang korang giler2...den always there for u guys....mengenali korang merupakan satu peristiwa penting dlm kehidupan den...sbb dgn korang ler, den melalui fasa susah senang bersama2..eventho kite sume duk jauh2, tpi kite sume rapat kan...sayaaaang korang and i will always do...

Ingat dulu mase kite mule jumpe kat HA forum...dah brp tahun ek kite kenal...huhu...ade peristiwa kawan2 kite yg dah peknen, pastu dah menyepi..means, kawan ngan kite because of...they just wanna fren yg senasib ngan deme jek...after fasa ttc n dah muncul fasa expecting, memasing dah ikut haluan memasing kan..but, luckily there were still frens yg dah peknen, but still close to us..gave us encouragements and their full support...hope that our frenship will remains 4ever...

Den penah ckp dulu, kalau den dah peknen, den xnak cite kat fb...coz i know what it feels like to read someone's post regarding their pregnancy whatsoever..."arini pi check up, nmpk baby dah besar", or something like this "mengidam makan itu ini"...Wahai kawan2, jagalah hati rakan2 kita..perasaan mereka....kita penah lalui itu sume, and kite tau ape jadik kat diri kita mase tu..meluat, ase rendah diri, ase dengki..sume prasaan mazmumah tu datang...Setan pon hooray suke hati....Ya Allah, kuatkanlah imanku, peliharalah diriku, jadikanlah diriku seorang kawan yg menjaga hati kawan2 di sekelilingnya....

Lagu ni den dedicate especially utk diri sendri and utk kawan2 sume...


Bait lagu yg buatkan air mata ni nk menitis adalah...

"i've been given so much..a husband that i love..so why do i feel incomplete?..every tests and checkups..we're told not to give up..he wonders if it's him..and i wonder if it's me....ALL I WANT IS A FAMILY..LIKE EVERYONE ELSE I SEE..AND I WON'T UNDERSTAND IT..IF IT'S NOT MEANT TO BE"

7 comments:

  1. Sedihnyer dengar lagu nih..huhuhuhu....saya baru jer deactive kan FB saya...dh xsanggup tgk status bahagia diorg pregnant....terasa mcm mmg nk tanyang2 kt kita...mlahan diorg xniat cmtuh pun...dh happy cmtuh la kan.....citer nk mkn itu ini...hubby hadiah cincin sbb pregnant, baby dh start kick...etc.....kita nk wish tahniah tp disoalnye kita pulak....skrg biarlah xde FB...puas ati!...

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  2. kak ses.. sori if fie ade buat kak ses terase.. dalam tak sedar kot.. main post itu ini.. kak ses.. fie tak berniat.. fie sayang kak ses n semue kakak2 TTC yang lain.. fie mintak maaf.. fie tetap nak kawan dengan kakak2 TTC semue.. kakak2 yang banyak tolong fie dalam TTC.. dalam menangani kesedihan, up kan balik mood bile kene soal itu n ini.. thanks banyak2.. love you!~

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  3. nurryama...hmm sbb dah penah rase cmtu, and taknak kawan2 yg kite sayang terase plak ngan stetmen kite..kdg2 senyap itu lebih baik dri berkata2 kan..for me, FB tu terlalu open, samtimes menjerat diri..klu digunakan utk jln dakwah lebih baik kan

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  4. fie...xde niat pon nk tegur fir..akak post as general jer k...at least fir bukan jenis yg dah tinggal kami bile dah peknen..still keep in touch ngan kami kan..=)

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  5. mne boleh tinggalkan akak.. tinggalkan kawan2 ttc.. tak ternilai hubungan persahabatan kite.. :)

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  6. adoiii, lama nk komen sini asyik x bley jek...
    just nk abadikan dlm blog u
    i am really appreciate it... really2!! thanx ses, thank you soo much!!

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  7. Ain't nothin' better
    We beat the odds together
    I'm glad we didn't listen
    Look at what we would be missin'

    They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
    But just look at us holding on
    We're still together still going strong

    love u ses .. thanks for everything ..

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